helllllo christmas season!!

i seriously feel like singing christmas music and decorating my house{more, since i was very bahhumbugish with work consuming my every moment}!! it's funny what a little bit more sleep will do for a girl!

oh grevy. yep, that's what i said.

this little dude was something else last night. my sister was over helping me out with little sister yesterday, so we had a few old friends come by to hang out for a bit! boy howdy, grevy was in rare form. he was ALL OVER the place. i'm pretty sure these girls thought they might need a visit to the ER before the night was over{thank goodness we only ventured out for italian food and no ER trips}.

after all of the madness i did happen to hear something pretty darn funny.

grevy says:

me: bubba you are so rambunctious.
grevy: i'm not bunctious mama! you're bunctious.

oh me oh my!

i can breathe!!

i wasn't kidding. the past three months have made me cry, want to take a nap underneath my desk, and want to run away as fast as i can; with my little ones of course. okay, and the husband!

i've also come to realize that i could get a second job at night. going to sleep at two and three am with children to take care of and a day job was a piece of cake! yeah.

it got pretty sad when I was counting down the days til christmas, because I knew that the work madness would end when christmas arrived.

so, now that i might have a little more freeeeeee time...

i'm starting to think that i could just blog about the entertaining things that little grevy says and does. he has turned into such a funny little dude. emma seems to be his biggest fan! goodness, i never thought that i could love two little people as much as i do!


grevy says:

something nice to everyone he talks to.

"you're pretty mama. i like your nails."

"that girl is pretty." as we stroll through target.

"my dada is nice."

"you look pretty aunt michy."

"grandma, i like your tv cabinet, it's nice. i like your new light"

he also demands a $1 after he goes poopoo in the potty. thanks nana and pappy! at this rate grevy is going to be rich before he's 3!

anything new with according to fresh?

i suppose so buddy.

the past few weeks have been a jumbled mess of emotions and actions; or the lack thereof.

my babies are growing up way too fast. grevy told me "no go to the gas station to meet grandma and grandpa. i want to go to grandma's house to get emma. no gas station mama." where does time go? we need to have more hours in the day, but i'm sure with my luck they would just take the extra hours and make them hours of operation.

speaking of hours of operation. those are not going to exist for us pretty soon. one of the six ladies i work with is leaving us in a few weeks to do the job she want born to do, stay at home with her babies. ahhh, she is going to be so missed because she sure did keep us in line. especially litias! goodness i work with the best group of ladies EVER! i hope britt doesn't think that she is going to be getting rid of us that easily. those hours of operation aren't going to exist for the rest of us, because at nine pm we'll be doing work just to stay behind. oh holiday season; you are forever ruined for me. my job has killed my love for my birthday, thanksgiving, and christmas. i look forward to new years eve, but not because I am going to get dressed up to go out. no, it's because i know that i will be able to get some sleep for a few months.

wow, i just realized that my last post was when emma turned four months. geez, ima slacker blogger. she will be five months on sunday. here i go again with time.

all i can say is take advantage of every minute of every day that you can. life is too short to do anything but live. we lost a close friend of ours yesterday. twenty eight years just doesn't seem long enough for someone to be loved.

oh my.

emma is four months old today. she is so delightful and is obviously very healthy. :)

and this speaks for itself. ahhh, he is amazing.

and that is all.

dear today's letters,

after becoming addicted to your blog and reading it in it's entirety, i constantly want to start by saying dear.

dear life, why did you have to get worse before getting better today? dear fresh, oh dear fresh indeed. thank you for being you.

dear grevy, thank you for asking me to lay down in bed with you, bubba, doggy, puppy, ducky, and sighman tonight. you are where life got better.

ahh, i have become a mini biter{someone who can't come up with their own idea}.

oh boy. way to end the night with a song that makes you wonder. blog a.d.d. at it's finest right here.

leaving my thoughts here for the night, so i can try to get some rest. {you may say i'm a dreamer}

a whole lotta

nothing is what i've got for this here blog.



today i:



sat next to my best friend while we said our last goodbye's to her grandma.



listened to emma talk to greyson and i the whole way home. i suppose her day was filled with cooo's and caaa's.



got a homework assignment from grevy's daycare, again.



tonight i:

would love to get some sleep.


holllllla.

"when i stand before God at the end of my life, i would hope that i would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say; i used everything you gave me." -e.b.

whack yob.

not fried chicken of the day:

waking up to fresh telling me he won playing poker last night.

listening to grey talk to emma on the way home. "don't cry eeemah, play with your toys."

emma held my hand, a lot.

greyson asked emma if he could check her beat heart with his toy stethoscope.

the fried chicken of the day:

sachse road had construction workers directing traffic this morning. thank you for fixing the road {and starting my road rage before making it to hwy 78}.

craigery's phone making me think that i was about to get jacked or killed.

the {cricket house}

realizing that fresh probably isn't going to be breaking off any of that for his fresh.

cover me like a blanket.

oh happy day

today this made me happy.

thank you litias for being such a delightful little cookeee!

{no litias and i are not dating, but i do love her.}

hooters...

for lunch. {great way to lose 25 more pounds}

oh joy. we were all so excited to take a girl from work to hooters for her first time today. it was not as much fun as we wanted it to be. we sat off to the side away from all of the "action", our waitress was not hot enough for litias and not smart enough for the rest of us.

blasty mcblaster. i just wanted some gooood ol' double dipped bentley wings! dissapointment all around.

oh and did i mention that when i tell greyson i love you, he says no mama i love you more. yes, i sure did just become one of the mommy bloggers.


word.

when i grow up i think i "wanna be" a...

what i feel like staying up until nearly two am creating a blog; a wanna be.

wanna be.

good mother to my two lovely children.

good wife and companion for "my fresh".

good sister.

good friend.

good daughter.

good employee.

good student.

good in bed. {deeeeka}

good blogger. {most likely i will just be one that rambles on about nonsense that i hope will entertain.}

all that said. i just busted out with willa ford- i wanna be bad{in my head..}

ha, gooooood. my adventure; life.

AND. being one of the cool kids wouldn't hurt.

i'm going to put periods and comma's where they don't belong. i'll put too many spaces between paragraphs and sentences.
deal. with. it. please. k, thanks.



from one wanna be to another.

i'm off to mess up my bed.